My post today is more of a sad one...

I ran through the cemetery during my run today and of course my eyes filled wit tears as I started thinking of my grandma.

I remembered when I was in preschool. Ethan wanted to marry one of the girls in the class. Of course, I was jealous.

My mom asked who I was going to marry and I said i don't know. She said well what girl do u love the most? I thought for a few seconds and said Grandma. My mom gave me an old ring that I gave to her. Grandma asked what we will do with Pop Pop. I said throw him out!

I don't think I talked to him for like a month ahah.

Well, I still love you the most grandma. I don't want to throw Pop Pop out anymore though.

It's stories like this that make me laugh and cry at the same time.

I love you so much and I miss you.

Cast strength upon me, oh Lord. I wish i had no more tears to shed.

May I someday join her in paradise.